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'We don’t want pity, we want action'.

Juwayriya Adwan, 12, al-Mawasi

For the past two years since I stepped into a proper school. That long since I listened to the morning bell at the institution I attended, occupied my place and participated actively during my favourite class. Sometimes I still clearly recall the sounds and smells: chalk dust, sharpener leftovers, laughter echoing down the halls. But my learning place was destroyed; it was targeted not long after the conflict started. My books were burned, and companions perished.

I was in elementary level on 7 October: the last day I entered the school building. That early hours, alert signals screamed through the halls. Some pupils sobbed, others held hands tightly. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even her tone wavered. I remember hoping for a routine day; instruction, intermission, a literary performance. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my previous existence.

Conflict has stolen countless things. But the most painful deprivation of all is education, because without it, our prospects disappear.

Now I live with my mother and father, two brothers and sister in a crowded shelter in al-Mawasi. The shelter coverings sway with breezes, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We wait in line for sustenance and drinks. Energy access is fantasy and personal space is absent. Aspiration appears brittle.

At night, I gaze toward the night lights through the gaps of my shelter and ponder if my peers see the identical heavens. Some message me when they manage, expressing they long for education and have kept their previous journals; like relics of a vanished time. I feel guilty because I’ve misplaced all of mine.

I once envisioned becoming a teacher to support young residents learn, even when existence was challenging. Now I aim for being a writer – to write, to communicate and to reveal the world what it signifies to be a child in this region. I want to share our experiences of anxiety and deprivation, but also fortitude. Because even amid these conditions, amid loss and destruction, our expressions persist.

When connectivity is available, I attempt learning via the web. Other times, I go to a tiny space where volunteers teach us math and Arabic. The lessons are short – the power fails or the airstrikes begin again but in these instances, I sense being. I recollect who I was: the young woman who loved numbers and poems, who thought knowledge could alter reality.

The war has taken so much; our dwellings, educational institutions and families. I mourned my uncle, his partner, and their children. I forfeited my cherished hometown, my previous home, which is only ruins now. But the toughest sacrifice of all is schooling, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

To the world, I express this: keep our hopes alive. We seek no sympathy, we want action. Young residents deserve literature, schools and security. Learning is not a luxury, it is a fundamental entitlement. The territory is not merely devastation; it is children who persist in hoping beneath the drones at night. It is my account and I will keep drafting, even if the sole items remaining is a fractured utensil and a fragment of ripped sheet.

'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.

An educator, forty, teacher in al-Bureij camp

I have been instructing in the region for a substantial period. First in that urban area, then in another location, and presently in the central camp in the central Gaza Strip. Before the war started, I regularly instructed several sets of about 40 students each, almost two hundred forty individuals keen on education.

Instructing them was my mission and happiness in reality, and I still recollect the sparkle in a learner's look when a new idea clicked; the type of instance every educator cherishes.

I always thought learning should be dynamic. My classroom was a zone of amusement, art, and movement. We created cartographic art, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories.

Joy always filled the room as inquisitiveness replaced apprehension. Indeed, even prior to conflict, young residents were always frightened. My teaching space was a secure location but after that day, the situation transformed.

My educational institution became a shelter for households escaping the aerial attacks. Soon, it was targeted and entirely ruined. There are very few educational facilities remaining intact in the region now. For two years, all has been unusual. The conflict has destroyed every part of our lives: protection, dwellings, learning places, hopes. Anxiety and sorrow are constant companions.

A significant number of my students are now deceased – youth who mentioned aspiring to be medical professionals, artists, and educators. They were denied even the privilege of living. Those who remain endure hunger, displacement and weariness – and yet, they still cling to the will to learn.

Sometimes, when the connectivity allows, I receive messages from a small number of them. They write questioning: “Are you OK, instructor?” We communicate concise phrases, miniature instruction, tiny sparks of contact amid the disorder. They ask if circumstances will ever return to usual. I state to them I am uncertain.

All over this territory, instructors, aid workers and charities endeavor education in any feasible location: in tents, destroyed learning spaces, or packed refuges. Education has become an gesture of resistance, a way to declare: “We persist.” And provided that we continue learning, we will remain.

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